1st day arrived in Bangkok around 1.35pm local time.
Straight from airport, went to hotel which took around 1 hour i think? Stayed there till 7pm before went out to Imperial for dinner and ice time. Ended at around 12am, and went back to hotel took around an hour too, so reached back 1am.
Seriously so tired, ended up sleeping at 2am something, which is 3am our time.
Woke up late the next morning, suppose to be 9am but woke up at 11am. Wash face etc and rushed down, went to Siam Paragon (i think thats the name?) for skating first by train, then lunch. By the time finish, it was already 4.30pm. pft. Had to take public transport back to the station.
Took a cab back to hotel, people were lining up for it, and it was a long queue, but luckily there were quite a lot of taxi so we got one pretty quick. But it took quite a while to come back cause of traffic.
We thought it was gonna be just like that for today, and suddenly got a call saying at 12am, icetime AGAIN. Wow. 12am. seriously. I mean, it's great we have icetime and all, but to give it to us at 12am is a bit too much I feel. But hey, not our place, what can we say right?
Ohh but I bought blade guards, so I'm happy. It's blue in color~ shiny~ hurhur. awesome. I'mma go sleep now before icetime..
This is what happens when friends stay over, and one decides that we all need to do a lil make over and have fun 'modeling' because we don't get together like this. Ever.
It was 1am in the morning when we started doing everything, and by the time we were done, it was 3am. So we played and fooled around until 6am, and then decided to take off everything and by the time the lights were off, it was 7am. Deprived of sleep much? I had a meeting at 11am in college too.
Thanks for the fun night girls. :) Though I think I'm becoming more of a panda now...rofl.
I have a lot of things that I've never thought to see from another person's point of view before, and then I realized that failing doesn't only disappoints yourself, you actually disappoint the people around you too. I guess I've only been so concerned for myself, I never thought of other peoples feelings. So, I'm sorry.
Falling is hard, but we just have to get right back up and face everything head on, and hope for the best, prepare for the worse.
By the way, this is how far dumb luck has brought me. Doesn't that prove something? No, not that you can get through life with dumb luck, but that it can only bring you this far before it just drops you. Yeah, I've depended a lot on luck.
Apart from that, it's in the human nature to be selfish, but how much you show is actually up to your own self restrain, and that's what makes you different from every other human being in the world.
Unfortunately, some people only see what they want to see, hear what they want to hear, and are unable to accept other things that people do when it does not go in their favor.
I will have to say this (including to myself) that too bad, that's just how life it. Suck it up and move on. The world doesn't revolve around you, the world will move on even if you don't, and even if you weren't there for a day, the show goes on. No one is irreplaceable, everyone comes into our lives for a reason. They may stay, they may leave. You can't stop them.
I admit, sometimes, what I do isn't the best thing for others, but sometimes I tend to be over-concerned with other peoples affairs that I forget the fact that I'm not running their lives for them, and if I ever do that to anyone I know, please feel free to tell me that straight to the face. I'll probably just be stunned and bounce back after a while. Like they say, the truth hurts, doesn't it?
I haven't been able to properly let the failing of one of my papers to really sink in until now, so that probably explains this long entry. Ah, it feels better to just let it out somewhere. :)
Usually when people are sad, they don't do anything. They just cry over their condition. But when they get angry, they bring about a change.
If you're not in my dreams, then I'd rather be insomniac.
You're not going to dream of me if you're insomniac, so go to sleep.
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here
Okay. Countdown to exam? 18 days and going. Study status? Nil. Nada.
I KNOW I should be studying. But you know, procrastination pawns all. I'll probably delay until Sunday or something. I just had the worse dream ... nightmare about failing the exam just cause I didn't see the question paper. Geez, how dumb is THAT? Anyway, I studied a teeny bit of F8 yesterday, to ease my guilty conscience a bit, and today I'm gonna touch F9, which is long overdue I suppose, since that EDC was the first. Oh well. Back to Pokemon? haha.
I can imagion a world where there is only peace; there is no war, famine, or sickness. I can also imagine us bombing that world because they wouldn't expect a thing.
For Who deceives me once, God forgive him; if twice, God forgive him; but if thrice, God forgive him, but not me, because I could not beware.
